hey.

my name's aeden universe. i make things. sometimes. sometimes music. sometimes poetry. sometimes games.

sometimes.

i've wanted to start a storytime animation channel for 10 years now, and haven't managed to do so.

started countless times but never managed to stick to it. depression's a bitch and executive dysfunction is worse

i'd say i'm starting for good now, but i said it before many times. all i can do is hope now

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posted by aeden universe on saturday, june 21, 2025 at 11:42 PM

this is mostly a test for how images look like but also i finished chapter 3

thanks raul

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posted by aeden universe on thursday, june 5, 2025 at 04:30 PM

my disability check comes only on the 10th. i am now accepting deltarune as a gift for all i've gone through

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posted by aeden universe on tuesday, june 3, 2025 at 07:48 AM

welcome to this hour's episode of "maybe this bullshit will be the one that works"!

hint: no! nothing works! nothing ever works! you will die after 2 weeks of begging for help after being tied to train tracks. nobody can hear you. nobody cares. don't struggle. it'll make it worse.

that's it for this episode, folks! stay in the line for our show that just won't get cancelled, "looking for joy in a universe that is not indifferent, but actually just straight up fucking hates you"!

see you whenever this dipshit thinks they can do something next time! i hear it wants to make a webseries... surely that'll work out great!

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posted by aeden universe on thursday, may 22, 2025 at 10:43 PM

everything's too much too often

and i feel like i can't do anything without breaking down

even this is too much

so i won't bother with a complete entry.

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posted by aeden universe on wednesday, may 21, 2025 at 10:00 PM

for about 2-3 years now, i've had a minecraft server. i'm on it all the time, often using it as a game design playground instead of just playing survival.

it's got a lot of stuff: a special item system, custom recipes, custom mobs, custom blocks, custom biomes...

...custom players...

it's always felt like a missed opportunity that i never showcased the content anywhere - most people think it's just a normal minecraft server... they have no idea just how deep it goes. but it occurs to me:

i can use this blog to showcase stuff! maybe upload some short guides to youtube, and repost them here. could be fun?

as usual, don't count on me keeping a promise. but i think it'd be neat

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posted by aeden universe on sunday, may 18, 2025 at 02:04 PM

recently - that is, for the past couple years -, i've been considering changing the name of my art project, findaeden.

"findaeden" originally started as just a username for me, back in 2019 when my full name was just aeden. i needed to sign up for a bandcamp, and it was taken. i chose it because # was the most recent thing i had made, and it was the beginning of the more solid parts of findaeden today.

that's why i haven't changed it yet, really. "findaeden" kind of suits the project, especially considering one of the most important characters from it. but the "aeden" part has bothered me for pretty much the whole road after the first year or so.

findaeden isn't *really* about me. yes, all art is inevitably about its creator, but the story i'm trying to tell is much more of an ourobouros. fractals upon fractals of windows within doors shrouded in dark and darker darkness. keeping the aeden feels like the ourobouros is just kinda eating at its body sideways, leaving the tail out. 6 instead of O.

i want something that brings emphasis to its characters. to its themes. to its ~vibe~.

maybe something about the girls?

maybe some sort of reference to a vanishingly small artist?

maybe something about suspension of disbelief?

maybe...

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posted by aeden universe on monday, may 12, 2025 at 9:16 AM

May 11 2025--that was the date I created this blog.
May 12 2025--this is today's date. Otherwise known as the date of the birth of the first blog post. Exciting much? Yeah, not really....

I won't mind giving my actual name. I am aeden universe. And this blog is like....a journal, if you may, about my life. I chose this "name" as a representation of what I feel I am....a piece indistinguishable from universe itself. Sounds sort of like a cliché, I guess. But oh well...
You may notice I rarely do this to some of my words. I'm not sure why I don't do that, I find it more intresting this way, but there's something that feels wrong about me formatting text like that. Especially since I trend to write a lot, it may get BORING to read all these words on and on.

A few things you should know about me: I am agender. I wanted to make my name eden universe but I felt the "eden" was getting too...mispronounced. I'm just a guy. I'm 22. I'm a college student, in theory. I'm a writer ( I write poetry and fictional stories. Maily Sci-Fi, Terror/ghost stories, and weird stories that could only come from a twisted-minded person such as myself...). I am also an ARTIST. I enjoy programming and animation.
I'm learning japanese on and off. I'm really into it. If anyone can speak and write the language please contact me! I would love to have someone who speaks japanese as a friend! (I sound like such a desperate, lonley person) -___- 
 If your japanese, do you listen to Show Luo or Rainie Yang???? I never heard of them! If you don't know who they are....SAME!

Lastly,  I dont expect anyone to read this...this blog is just for me. I'm not sure why I had to create this brief bio of myself. If anyone is intrested in reading a blog about a peculiar rando that uses a blog as a sort of journal to get through its deranged life...feel free to read on.  Ok, that wraps up the first blog post. Let's see how this  "blogging idea" goes, because I haven't been able to keep a diary/journal before. I get bored with it. I also loose some diaries...sometimes on purpose. I toss it in mud...at least I thought it was mud... O.o
And I enjoyed tossing it's pages down the toilet...Adios diary!
I also get worried that someone might find it and read it. So I'm not that tustworthy with writing down my thoughts on paper. But then again...this is a blog. Hundreds or dozens of people can see this.... oh well. I'll keep it discreet. I will spill all my guts onto this blog while substituting names and all that. No one will know who I am........or will they? Dun Dun Dun! <-- they will (i told you before).

k,Bye
--aeden universe

PS: My favorite word is idiosyncracy!!! XD

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posted by aeden universe on monday, may 12, 2025 at 9:05 AM

i always felt the hardest part of any project is just, starting out, you know?